Sunday, September 10, 2006

Reflection

Many of you know, or know people who know, that after a significant, challenging, spiritual experience that pushes you--you are reluctant to talk or even reflect seriously on your experience for some time. The length of your hesitance corellates to the significance of your experience.

I feel that I am only now coming to grips with my experience in Russia. It was a "big deal." Indeed, that was the only way I could describe it for the first few weeks after my return. Looking at the photos was of great help to me. It reminded me of the people that I met and all the things that we accomplished. Yesterday, Brian, Sam, and I were called into the CRWM office at "the Pentagon" and were debreifed and were asked for our highs and lows. That was also a help in aiding my reflection of this summer.

It already seems like such a long time ago. I ask myself, was I ever really in Russia? I greatly value this last summer. I will be reflecting on it for quite some time, I'm sure. We did some real good there; we forged some great friendships. And it will be the raw material for the building up of our souls.

Thanks so much for your support.
Ryan and the team

Friday, September 01, 2006

photo albums for your viewing pleasure

PHOTOS FROM RUSSIA!!!
(click below)

From Training and JFK International Airport

Project 1: St. Petersburg Christian School

Project 2: Peter and Yana's Camp, outside Moscow

Project 3: Tambov Camp


Project 4: Moscow Christian Library Camp

Project 5: Pushkin Church

The following "Sights" albums aren't edited or organized yet... they're big!

Sights 1

Sights 2

Sights 3


Sights 4

Thursday, August 31, 2006

done... and then some

Hello everyone.

My goodness, where has the time gone? In the flurry of getting packed up, leaving, getting back, and going on family vacation (like a few of us team members did), I have neglected to update the blog. We all successfully made it back to N. America. My bag, however, was missing until only a week ago!

I am working on trimming down my copious amounts of photos from the trip, and writing a letter that succinctly frames the different projects.

We are grateful for your support, thoughts, and prayers!

God bless.

Sunday, July 30, 2006

almost done

less than a week left. we're painting a church in Pushkin. we're almost done.

all is well

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Photos from Nevsky Prospekt (and other places)

"There is nothing finer than Nevsky Prospect, not in St Petersburg at any rate; for in St Petersburg it is everything. And indeed, is there anything more gay, more brilliant, more resplendent than this beautiful street of our capital?" --Nikolai Gogol 1835


Cruisin' Nevsky

Kazan Cathedral


The trainstation, yesterday

Red Square, photos


Red Square, last Tuesday night.

St. Basil, with the blues.

Marx and Lenin hanging out near Red Square.

prayer request

Galya took Gary to the hospital yesterday because he's been having kidney problems. He nearly fanted because of the pain. He's spending the night in the hospital tonight as well. It looks like everything's going to be okay, but not having Gary and Galya around makes things a little difficult for us on our last project--not to mention Gary probably hates spending so much time being unproductive! I just wanted to post this quick so that anyone who checks this can pray for Gary and the rest of us.

Also, you are all welcome to leave comments! Just click on "comments" below each post and it should be pretty easy.

God Bless!

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Back in St. Pete

We finished the Moscow Christian Library camp yesterday. As some of you know, the camp was supposedly under boycott from the neighborhood apartment buildings. One of the library's employees reported seeing a sign in Russian in a nearby window which said, "Don't give your children to the sect!" The number of children was lower than expected, unfortunately, but we still had a good time. If my flash drive wasn't on the fritz I would post some pictures to prove it. We taught English, made crafts, and played sports with the kids. Yesterday we said goodbye with the satisfaction of a job well done.

We got on a train last night headed back to St. Petersburg. The weather was thankfully much much cooler than the trip from St. Pete to Moscow. Also, we're basically pro's at riding the train now, since we've done it so many times in the last few weeks.

We rolled in to St. Pete this morning and made our way to the location of the final project. We're working in a house/church/school building painting walls in Pushkin, a town just outside St. Pete. There will also be plenty of sight seeing. Woohoo! We're going to have to get used to not having kids around all the time, since we've been at three camps back-to-back in the past month. Painting should be a nice break--time to let our experiences distill in our hearts and souls.

We miss you all desperately, and are glad that the time is soon coming when we'll see you again. (Things wrap up quickly when your time's running short at an internet cafe)

; )

Monday, July 17, 2006


Singing Amazing Grace in front of the Tambov Church

a try for some pictures


the girls attempting a "Russian" look

Red Square, Lenin's Tomb

We stood in line yesterday for over an hour just outside of Red Square. We were there just long enough to see the changing of the guard at the eternal flame over what I think is a memorial to the unknown soldier. The guards were goose stepping and were as deliberate as any marine procession I’ve seen. Behind us was a McDonalds, actually. When we were thirsty while in line one of us would walk over to McDonalds to stand in a much shorter line to get a coke. I spent my time in line reading a book that I found at the Moscow Christian Library where we are based during this project, that is, when we were not being pestered by a street vendor peddling wares or someone asking for a bribe to move us to the front of the line.

We had been to Red Square the day before, and walked all over. On one side of the square is the State Museum, the most important museum in Russia. To the right of the museum from the center of the square is a long mall, with a face reminiscent of any other great European city, Amsterdam and Paris. The stores inside are overpriced, as could be expected. To the right of the mall is the impressive and other-worldly St. Basil’s cathedral, with it’s onion domes and rainbow of colors. To the immediate right of St. Basil’s is a gate to inside the Kremlin, where Mr. Putin often commutes via motorcade. Along the Kremlin wall are the graves of the heroes of Soviet Russia. The first man in space, Yuri Gargarin, is there. Joseph Stalin is there as well.
Bisecting the Kremlin wall in Red Square is the tomb of Vladimir Lenin. This was the attraction at the end of our line. The building looks bizarre on the outside, large blocks of black and maroon marble stacked on each other, obtrusive and jarring—different than the majesty of St. Basil’s or the spires of the State Museum.

We finally made it to the end of the line. We passed through metal detectors and checked our bags and found ourselves standing in front of the tomb. The doorway was wide between the cool marble slabs. As I came closer to the opening, something in me was hesitating and wanting to turn back from descending into the tomb. Perhaps for fear I denied the impulse of turning away. I passed under the doorway and entered a more sinister realm.

I suddenly sensed the gravity of my surroundings. This was the memorial like many other memorials I’ve been to, the Lincoln Memorial, the Jefferson Memorial, but with a seriousness much more somber. The Memorials in Washington, as an illustration, are lit by the sun and made from white marble in Classic styles and open. Lenin’s Mausoleum, on the contrary, is made from dark, cool stone, is underground and lit dimly, and oppressive. The silence I was entering into, like a fog, was reminiscent of the silence of the holocaust museum I visited a few years earlier.

The hallway was dark. We were instructed strictly simply to follow the person in front of you, and not to linger. We shuffled down the hallway, and down some marble stairs. Everything was dark. At the bottom of the stairway, there seemed to hang the olive-green and red uniform of a soldier. As I came closer, I noticed under the brim of the head there was a pale face and eyes staring back at me. At the bottom of the next two flights there were the same uniforms with eyes.

I knew that I was nearing the main chamber because the silenced seemed to come to a crescendo—since perhaps the people in front of me were gasping or holding their breath. I turned to the right and entered a room. Ahead of me and to the left was a glass-enclosed, open casket. And there was Lenin, with lights shining down on him, as he’s been for the past 80 years. He was wearing a dark black suit; the cloth around him matched the marble of the walls, black and dark maroon. His skin looked plastic. I was wondering if it was really a body in front of me. I kept my eyes on him, as if I was keeping him from moving the way a boy might watch his closet door at night.

After that chamber, the way out went quickly. Before I knew it I was in the open air, with the sunlight on me again, relieved. I have never been in a place like that before. For the past 80 years, people have come to visit that place, many visitors being devout Communists. That place was a pagan temple, and if I had realized before, perhaps I would have seriously contemplated whether or not I should go.

Brian was reflecting afterwards on the tomb and he said it’s interesting that such an outspoken atheist has been enshrined in his mortality for the past 80 years, and his body is now falling apart. There’s debate about how much longer they can keep the body on display. “There’s a sermon illustration in there somewhere.”

Russia has such a rich and conflicted history. On the one hand, there’s the desire for mysticism and God. On the other is stoicism and pessimism and atheism. On the one is the rejection of the West and materialism, in favor of the common welfare, and on the other is a wholesale embrace of Western vanity. Heroics and betrayal. Success and Failure. These things are visual here in Moscow, most definitely in Red Square.